I am finally back in CU for the summer. Granted school was over about a month ago. With the IPE II rotation, working some odd hours at CVS, and slowly packing up on endless amount of junk, it seriously took a good while to get everything done. When I was just about ready to leave CR, my car, OF COURSE it HAD to broke down, because meh-things always comes in bundles and always during times when you DON'T want shit to happen. At first, I thought it was a major radiator-died-everything-is-leaking-I-am-totally-burning-anti-freeze-shit-my-engine-is-about-to-blow-up-and-it-will-cost me-a-bucket-load-money deal, and in the end (at least so far), it just seems that my radiator is just serious low on coolant and a radiator flush because of the nasty gunk building up for the last 13 years. Sigh. Another about-to-happen disaster avoided. For now. Now I am back home, the folks strongly believe that I should garage the Jeep for now and drive around the Camry (until I have to go back to IA in a month or so...). And of course, mommy always forgets to leave me the keys so I am still stuck with the metapausing Jeep for now deal. At least the weather is nice and breezy and in the 70s. Thank god.
Went to Chicago for a week before coming home. An emotional experience. I think I might have to spend some time have a nice heart-to-heart chat with myself. Yes, that seems like a good idea. Maybe I have find some clues, at least some closure with my inner-self. And I have always thought that I should be the one who knows the most about myself, but in the recent events that has happened, I have realized that I am so out of tune with myself and with the people that I really care about, I will need some time to sort out the jumble of mess that's constantly haunting me where ever I go.
Now I am back at CU (yay! No school for a while!), I am definitely getting onto a better lifestyle than what I have lead in the last couple of years. Just joined a gym close to home yesterday, and the first thing that I found out is, HOLY SHIT I AM SO FUCKING OUT OF SHAPE! After about a hour and half of cardio and light weights, I am in so much pain this morning, it seriously hurt like a bitch to even crawl out of bed! On the subject of the bed, I seriously chosen a hard-ass bed. Bad Bad Bad. But good good for my posture. At least the bed-post looks good...really pretty....Back to working out, my goal to have at least 1 hour of cardio daily, and another 40 minutes of weight every other day. My goal is to fit into this pretty Calvin Klein dress mommy bought for me at Nordstrom by the end of July. Not am ambitious goal at all. really! And with gardening daily with the family as well as cleaning up the house, that goal is definitely achievable! Aja Aja!!
Hmmm...such a nice day outside! Great for sitting outside of a cafe with a nice ice cold latte! :) It would have been better if my arms aren't sore as hell. The summer is looking good..
So I wasn't really keeping up with LJ. Again. It is easier to just checking the F-list and keeping up with the surroundings than to really list out what's been going on. Sigh, I am really a procrastinator at heart. Done and done. :)